Needing focus...

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Some days I think I have way too many interests.
I love several aspects of visual art from painting to printmaking to photography to collage to drawing.
I love drawing in henna and the connection that comes with adorning other people.
Belly dance gets me going on a few different levels from costuming to the mental and physical challenges to the beauty in the dance itself.
I genuinely enjoy and acknowledge the importance of physical exercise. This can take the form of yoga, swimming or even weight training at the gym.
Delicious food and testing different recipes in the kitchen is a must! Food is far more than something to be shoved into the stomach before carrying on.
I have always loved reading and I come from a family where reading is a much loved way to enjoy oneself and relax. With my mom working in the library, anything even remotely interesting was brought home to be investigated.
Sadly it has been far too long since I have enjoyed much time outdoors in the mountains. I have no excuse really, I have always loved hiking and camping. There is a sense of vibrancy that I simply do not find in the city.
And of course, there are the fun times spent with those important people in my life - I simply can't go without that! :)

But I have to work, to pay the bills and afford the ingredients in the aforementioned pursuits (food, art supplies, gas for travel etc). I have to sleep to avoid collapsing in a sickened weary state. So this leaves me with only so much time to take part in those activities that bring me so much joy.

I look around and see items unfinished, ideas for projects or pastimes not even started and I get frustrated. How can I squeeze more time in? I wonder if I can ever do really well at anything when my energies seem so scattered? Then there is also the occasional paralysis of having so many choices I can't decide what to do and then nothing gets done. It's depressing. Really.

I think I need to prioritize or pare things down somehow. Maybe that way I will be able to more fully explore various projects. So how do I do that without feeling that horrible "what if" feeling? How do I let something go without feeling like I'm losing out or short changing myself?

Here there be dragons...

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Henna'ed dragons, oriental dragons, stylized dragons etc. They are all fair game! And when I am feeling down and having a hard time getting those creative juices flowing, starting with something like this is just what I need to help me up. It's not about trying to force creativity to come up with something I've never done before. When I'm in that kind of mood it just doesn't work and that just makes me more frustrated and upset. It is about taking a familiar idea and traveling with it down a slightly different path... And yes, I plan on continuing the henna dragon. Right now it is being a bit of a brain teaser as I try to work out how best to make the elements and designs flow the way I want.

Feeling Strange

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It's hard to say exactly, how I am feeling today. My day has been quiet for certain. Tired yet not tired, a little blue yet I have some contentment in the small things today. A cold seems perched on the edge of my lungs. Perhaps with enough sleep and a break from the stresses it can be convinced to leave. Perhaps I need a good cry.

Even the cat has been subdued as it is near dinner time and he has not stirred to ask for food, normally he would have started poking me at least an hour ago.

In the process of cleaning the basement my parents have passed some items on to me, including some items that belonged to my grandmother. The scent in the box brings with it a lot of memories and thoughts. I find myself missing her, and wondering about her life.

I once again feel as the odd one out at work, unappreciated yet expected to look after things so others can go off and do their own thing. It is in part that plus the increased stress and tension at work that I am taking an extra day this long weekend. Despite the workload I need the break.

I thought there was someone with whom I could open up and be close, but he has firmly pushed me away. I understand the why, but it still hurts regardless. Are we going to remain friends or is he going to shut me out completely? At this point I have no idea what is going to happen next.

My old insecurities have woken and are rattling around in their cage. For the moment I shall just curl up in my studio and shut out the world. Creativity does not come easy when I feel this way but I feel I need some attempt at it to restore my equilibrium. If it goes well it can help shore up my tired spirit. I will be out in the world again soon enough.

New Dance Classes

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I start a new round of classes this week, actually I have already gone through one six week session with this particular instructor and this week I jump in for another six week session. The classes are being taught by the Bedouin Dance Company and the style of dance I am learning is tribal fusion - still belly dance but with elements of other dance forms thrown into the mix. You can find find elements from all sorts like folk dances to hip hop. I have seen it performed before and been intrigued by it. I am happy to find it is as much fun to do as I thought it looks!
I am actually signed up for two classes. The first is an introduction to tribal fusion and the second (right afterwards) is aptly named Killer Drills and Crazy Combos. We are not only working our bodies but also our minds as we work from simple drills to more layered complicated combinations. By the time I finish the second class I honestly can't remember half of what I did in the first class! But I feel great physically and mentally so no complaints here...

Happy Thanksgiving!

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May your time be spent with family and good friends, good food and warm memories!

The leaves are just starting to turn...

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...I have been crunching some leaves on my walks around the neighborhood. I am not so broken hearted at the thought of summer passing for another year, actually I enjoy autumn as much I enjoy summer. So far we are still enjoying warm sunny days with cooler nights and I am content with that.

Life starts to get back into a routine of sorts for a lot of people at this time. Kids are back in school and other extracurricular activities. For myself, the workplace ramps up as we enter our busy season. Dance classes start again in another week and while I was happy to bask in the summer sun on the deck, now I am getting restless and ready to go back to the gym as well. I am also looking forward to the delicious soups and curries that go so well with the cooler temperatures. And of course, the approaching holidays - it is time to start thinking about what I am going to wear for Halloween...

Calaway Park

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It has been years since I have been out to Calaway Park! I think I was still in junior high to be honest, maybe grade 10? By that age it's losing it's charm as a fun or cool place to hang out. And I have to admit that as a kid I was pretty upset when the park sold off the original carousel, it was a beautiful work of art but at that time carousel animals had become a hot collectors item so I guess it was only a matter of time.
I went during the last long weekend with my cousins who have 2 small kids. In reality the park hasn't changed much over the years. They have added more rides, and performance stages with live shows. Personally I love rides, aside from the Ocean Motion - that is one of the few that will make me sick to my stomach. Give me a twisting roller coaster any day! My cousins are not thrilled with rides so it was with a big smile that I agreed to take the kids on a couple of the faster rides. When you enjoy the ride yourself that is one thing. When you enjoy the ride with an excited kid who thinks this is the best ride they have been on all summer it just takes everything to a whole new level. And really, that's what going to an amusement park is all about. :)

Cut! Costume and the Cinema

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I recently had the chance to check out the new show at the Glenbow Museum
Cut! Costume and the Cinema is open until September 28th and if you are a movie buff, if you are into costuming or historical time periods, if you are into the textile arts or fashion this is not an exhibit to miss! These period costumes are works of art in their own right. While it is easy to gloss over the details and the work that goes into them when you see the character on screen, this show gives you an up close look at how much work goes into a good costume and how they are able to convey information about a character and a time period in very subtle ways.

The dating game

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Yes I have been re-entering the dating scene after being out of it for some years. Mainly I have been perusing the online dating sites because it seems somewhat convenient with a broad base of people to draw from.

I'm still working out how and where else I can meet people. From what I have observed in the past year, I am neither young enough, skinny enough or a trashy enough dresser to make any headway in the bar scene. In all honesty, that is ok with me, the only guys who have hit on me at the bar (even when I was young and skinny enough) are looking for a warm willing - make that any female with a pulse to have sex with asap. Since they seem to have a hard time with the basics, like finding out my name, I don't bother with them.

Years ago I tried that whole speed dating thing and my experience with that told me yes, the class system is very much alive and well in my town. People like myself who do not have a higher income or prestigious occupation need not apply. (Did that sound a little harsh? Maybe, but having a room full of guys (on three seperate occasions!) cross their arms / lean back / and start looking elsewhere as soon as the topic of my work came up did nothing to impress me.) Maybe it might not be as bad now since my current job is definately better than what I had then but I still don't relish the idea.

The gym? I am too focused on what I am doing to pay any attention to anyone else. And while I do take the odd night class or participate in groups of some kind the ratio of men to women in those outings is considerably less than ideal. (Ok,ok in bellydance it is actually zero)

My friends know that I am dating again. Heck even my co-workers know but so far no leads have come from that. One even told me all about somebody I should meet but said meeting never materialized and I haven't heard about this individual since. Ah well.

I shall just have to continue with my online options for now.


Lethbridge Air Show

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Yes I was feeling a little artsy at the time, but the reflections on the skin of the plane were just too much fun to resist!

I have never attended an airshow before and when some friends invited me to the annual event in Lethbridge I was curious to go. The Alberta International Air Show brings together static displays on the ground as well as flight demonstrations of a variety of aircraft. We took turns wandering with the kids to check out the sights. I admit I do not know a lot about planes or the history of planes so it was nice to go with someone who does know. I enjoyed the flight demonstrations and getting close up to some of the planes on the ground. It certainly puts some things into perspective.

Some ground shots from the air show...

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The Hercules was open for the public to enter and check out the cockpit, after some time spent in the slow moving line the kids opted to go look at other things but it was a nice break in the shade.

Some fun shots of aerial acrobatics...

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I believe these shots are of Team Rocket although I did not clearly hear all the announcer had to say on the matter so I could be wrong. Nevertheless, they put on a fun performance!

Move, Eat, Learn

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I came across a fun set of short videos by one Rick Mereki, you can find them here. He has put together these little montages of shots from around the world focusing on 3 different themes: Move, Eat and Learn. I am still smiling from watching them and it's no wonder why. They show not only a diverse array of cultures and places, but they also show the joy that comes from taking part in these activities. We move, exploring new places near and far. We learn, trying out new activities and ideas. We eat, and enjoy the community connecting over mealtime traditions. They are simple concepts yet if explored they enrich us as individuals.

Flying demonstration

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Due to the weather, our flying demonstration was held indoors with a Harris Hawk sent to fly from one end to the other with some raw meat as it's reward / dinner. I have tried in the past to catch photos of birds in flight and it's really hard to catch a good shot on film (with my camera and skill anyway). The Harris Hawk is not native to Alberta. It was brought here from a center in the US that had run out of room.

Mr. Boggle - A Great Horned Owl

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Mr. Boggle, as he is known, was orphaned at a very young age when the tree containing his nest was felled. He was the only baby owl to survive and he has been kept by the center as one of their "spokes-birds". He is sometimes taken to schools for educational programs and has even made a few television appearances over the years. The Great Horned Owl is actually Alberta's official provincial bird, as chosen by school children back in 1977.

Golden Eagle

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A majestic Golden Eagle, who seemed less than impressed about the wind blowing at the time. The birds who are set out along the "Hawk Walk" are tethered to a perch with water close by. We did not stay late enough to see the feeding of the raptors (which probably would have grossed out the kids I'm sure). These birds are all in various stages of training and they all get their turns in the flying demonstrations that happen (weather depending) about every hour and a half during the day. One thing that I was suprised to learn is that if the raptor has a full belly they have no interest in flying - unless they had to escape a predator. They will sit for a full day or more until they start to feel hungry again.

Alberta Birds of Prey Center

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Back in June, I took my nephews on a little road trip down to Coaldale, AB to check out the Alberta Birds of Prey Center. I had heard about this place from my parents, who have friends that are avid bird watchers. The part that is accessible to the public is not overly large, you certainly don't need more than a day to go through it all.

It is a center dedicated to the rescue and conservation of raptors, and while their focus is on local birds of prey they will also take in birds from other centers that don't have the room. There are veterinarians on site and those birds that can be healed enough to live on their own are released back into the wild. Those birds that cannot be released, ie they have lost sight or flight capabilities are kept for educating the public about the different species of birds. Or they may be used as foster parents to orphaned young of the same species. For anyone wondering, my photo is of a Red Tailed Hawk.

Riding

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Different forms of stunt riding and trick riding make for lively and entertaining episodes.



Dressage

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Various forms of dressage are displayed, it is like the equine world's version of a formal dance.

At Liberty

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The horses all have a large stage to move around in without leads or ropes. They interact with the people but they also have the room to play and be themselves without having every move choreographed.

Cavalia

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My mother and I attended the production of Cavalia not that long ago. For anyone who does not know what it is, it is a live performance showcasing the bond that has existed between humans and horses over the centuries. They have blended equestrian arts and theater arts in a format that is similar to a Cirque du Soliel show - which is no coincidence since one of the directors had previously worked with Cirque. However the show stands well on its own merit and has drawn a huge amount of praise from horse and art enthusiasts alike. I freely admit, I am not familiar with all of the forms of horsemanship demonstrated here and I could not tell you how well a particular movement was executed or what level of skill was required. However, I can say that the show fully embraces that combination of fancy and fantasy that every horse lover has indulged in at some point in their lives (and some have even experienced it) - that dream of the freedom and companionship that arises when a horse and rider not only understand each other, but also bond on a level of real partnership.

Playing catch up...

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I admit, I could not resist taking this shot of Chalk being a first class snoop as he searches for a certain toy I had put out of reach at the time. Believe it or not he does know how to open the cupboards and he will, from time to time, attempt to search for the sources of whatever curious scents that catch his fancy.

So far it has been an eventful summer - and I have been lax in my posting so over the next little while I am hoping to amend that with some postings of the various events I have attended and things I have been up to. I have chosen to stay put and unpack everything that I had previously packed so my house is more or less back in order. My plan is to continue to sort and purge so that I have less to pack and less to move in a year's time. Chalk is definitely feeling better about this state of affairs. And the timing has worked out well for me, since I had to put a rather large amount of money into repairs on my car. I am quite thankful I did not have that on top of damage deposits and other moving expenses!

U-Turns and flip arounds

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As you know, after much debate, soul searching, discussion and examination, my landlords came to the decision to give notice to myself and another tenant.
So for the past few weeks I have been checking the rental listings, visiting (viewing) prospective sites and in a couple of instances I even submitted applications. I have never heard from those I applied to. It is rather like a job search in that way.
I have been scavenging boxes from work and attempting to purge, sort and pack only what I really want to keep - with mixed results of course. ;) The end result is that my house is a huge mess.
And just the other day, there came a knock on my door and a rather embarrassed landlord.
It seems they did not think things through in a thorough enough fashion. They still need some rental income since one of them will be going to school in September. I have been offered a one year stay - naturally my rent will go up, that is a given. It is also a given that rent will be closer to what I will be hypothetically paying somewhere else. But the message is clear, they are hoping I will stay and they promise no more flipping around on the subject.
In truth it is the switching back and forth that is most annoying to me, more so than the time and energy swallowed up by my search. Although really, do I honestly want to unpack everything I have packed only to re-do it all 12 months from now? Conversely, do I really want to leave a big mess of boxes stacked around for the next year? This is going to take some weighing of the pros and cons for me.
I told them I would think about it ( I was in no shape to make snap decisions that evening) and let them know when I return a week later. I need to take an honest look at what my opportunities are and figure out what's best for me.

The search continues...

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So I have hit the ground running in terms of the search for a new home. Thus far this week I have viewed 7 different places with another viewing booked on Saturday. My final decision will come down to two main points:

1 - Is there sufficient room for my art studio? Art Studio sounds fancy but really I just need space for my work table, bookshelves and room to open up my easel for painting. Having a dedicated space to be creative is very important to me as I know how irritable and moody I get when I have to constantly pull everything out and pack everything back up again. And I'm even worse if I have no space at all.

2 - Is it above ground? I have lived in various basement suites for almost 10 years. To be blunt - I want light! I will admit that if the suite has decent windows and does not feel like a dark dungeon then I could sacrifice being above ground if the space meets the first requirement. Although to be honest, the basement suites I am finding are all charging the same as a ground level or higher apartment. So why stay below ground?

So far my top two choices are a two bedroom condo with the longest commute to work and a one bedroom apartment that is a bit shy for space but is in a pretty good location. I shall see what Saturday holds for a potential 2 bedroom basement suite and then hopefully make a decision this weekend.

Changes

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Changes are coming, and I can honestly say I am not surprised. I have noticed the tension lately. I have been aware of the stresses and frustrations as the upstairs people have come to the conclusion that they are running out of options. So when I found a voicemail asking for me to call right away I knew that whatever has been building over the past while has finally taken form so to speak. I received my notice to move out by the end of August.

It's nothing personal, I have mentioned before that I live in a small space but it is practically a palace compared to the same small space upstairs that currently houses 3 adults, 2 large dogs and a cat. For them it is about having breathing room.

So let the games begin! I need to start going through and figuring out what I can get rid of or pass on before I move. I need to start raiding the box pile at work to start packing up what I want to keep. And I need to hunt for a new place to live that will accept a cat. This sort of thing is never ideal but I can either stress myself over it or accept the change and recognize it for the chance to clear out some cobwebs and other detritus that has gathered from being in one place for so long. I choose not to stress - at least not for now, that can wait until August.

Ramping up for the Spring detox!

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At least that is the plan. I spent all last night cooking, and a large chunk of this evening doing the dishes from last night. It is always easier to do something like this when there is a bunch of stuff already to eat for any meal. Yes, once again I am embarking on the Wildrose 12 day detox, something I have not done in quite a while. It is more stringent than what I did last fall but I think this is just the approach I need to give myself a culinary kick in the right direction. To say I have fallen off the wagon of healthy eating would be an understatement...

So a few of my menu ideas for the coming week...

Baked pepper chicken with veggies (also baked) sprinkled with garlic and herbs along side rice flavored with chives and minced onion.

Ginger / Garlic stir fry with more chicken and veggies on a bed of tasty quinoa.

Salmon steak covered in home made salsa and served with fresh salad.

It sounding (and tasting) pretty good so far.

It's finally warming up (for the moment)

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Easter has come and gone again for another year and as per my family's tradition, we went camping out in the foothills. We enjoyed warm sun, good food and good company for the three days in Maclean Creek. Yes, there is still a fair amount snow laying around but I also noticed some green starting to peak through.
Aside from a leisurely walk along Elbow Falls, I spent most of the weekend outside in the sun with a good book in hand, much like a contented cat by the fire pit. The concept of just being still and able to relax for any extended length of time is fairly odd for me. Most of my holidays are spent going somewhere specifically to do something. Henna, certain art exhibits, presentations or whatever the case may be, I don't see a lot of true down time. That and I typically find myself too restless and active to sit still for long. This is not necessarily a bad thing as far as I'm concerned. It's just the way I'm built. But on those occasions where I can really sit back and relax, I can certainly enjoy it.

Jinx in Providence

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Hotel Providence in the downtown Arts District of Providence, Rhode Island.


Jinx making mischief in the hotel...


Gourmet Heaven - friendly staff and a tasty salad bar. It became our favorite place to get meals.

And the Dragon has been wandering again!

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Yes, Jinx the dragon accompanied me to Rhode Island this past weekend for the 5th annual Henna Gathering put together by Heather of Artistic Adornment. (This free flow scrabble table is in the lobby of the hotel we stayed in - Hotel Providence.)

I love landing in a new city. While I was disappointed that the Moor workshop had been cancelled, I was happy to have a day to wander the city center of Providence before the actual conference began. The hotel is in the Arts district so we had a blast checking out small galleries, massive murals, shopping and the numerous musicians / artists wandering about on their daily business. I say we because I finally met and joined up with a couple of my room mates - two awesome ladies who flew all the way from New Zealand for this gathering. Nothing makes you ponder the quirks of North America quite like the enthusiastic curiosity of of someone from another country!

The conference overall was well put together with some great presentations on a variety of henna related topics. The role and style of henna in various cultures around the world was my main reason for attending. Of that there were several presenters. There were also presentations in gilding, face painting and the realities of working in a festival environment. Naturally, since there were two presentation rooms, there were other presentations that I would have loved to take part in. There were some great crafting ideas that would be a lot of fun to explore - should I have the time to at some point.

Impressions

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I stopped in at the local home and garden show this weekend to have a look around. Having spent time actually working these shows it was kind of nice to not be involved in all the madness this time. My work did not have a booth but we provided a rather nice prop for another company and I wanted to see how it turned out. I have to say it looked pretty good overall.

My co-worker was there to answer any questions and naturally he sent me to check out the competition. I wandered and played the less than knowledgeable consumer to see what would happen. I think the response would have been different had I actually walked into the showroom, as opposed to being simply one body of hundreds passing by. Regardless, not one of them was interested in actually qualifying me, and not one of them went into any technical detail. I found it odd that not one of them seemed interested in promoting the quality of their product or some other means of differentiating themselves from the competition. Let's be honest, there are only so many ways that you can build any given product so why not try to make it stand out from the others? Just a thought.

The one booth really stands out in my mind - but not for the right reasons. If there is one thing that bugs me it is not presenting yourself well. This company looked like they slapped things together at the very last minute. Product was set up incomplete, but not a deliberate incomplete as if they were showing the hidden workings, more like, "oops, we don't have X part so just spray paint a piece of MDF and slap it on". The booth itself had sloppy details, like dirty signs and messy papers scattered around, that showed a real lack of professionalism in my opinion. And on top of that the reps seemed less than interested in being there and talking to people. Ouch!

The small things add up in a big way. Even if I did not work where I do, could they have sold me on their product? Not a chance! Especially after visiting the other booths which were clearly put together with more care and spoke with reps who were more interested in talking to people. First impressions can count for a lot and I think sometimes people forget that.

Starting a new page...

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As my obsession with henna related arts has continued to evolve I have set up a separate little blog for it. Actually I have been mucking about with it for a while now and I have finally decided to let the rest of the world know about it. :)

You can now find Classy Cat Henna to keep you entertained with my various henna adventures!

There is still more to be done, more pages to add and possibly a gallery or slideshow of images once I work out how I would like it all to go. In the meantime, enjoy!

Tangling about...

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I have added a new dimension to my journaling lately, namely I have been attempting to doodle. It's a bit wierd (to me anyway) but I used to doodle and draw all the time. Then once I really got into painting it is as if a switch had been flipped in my head - I couldn't doodle anymore and drawing became more difficult. As I have focused on henna art, some of my drawing and doodling ability has returned. So far as I can tell this has made no difference to my painting ability. And now I'm trying another tactic.

The popular term for it now is Zentangle. The aim is not to create something recognizable, but to engage in a deliberate act of mark making that is essentially a visual meditative process. I find it a pleasant way to relax and bring me back to the here and now (handy, since my brain is usually going several strange directions at once). It requires my brain to focus and shove the other chatter to the back burner for a while. This zentangling is also a handy puzzle to play with. Yes I can fill the spaces with random repeating patterns but I still want the overall result to work in a visual way. I am looking for a sort of balance and flow if you will.

And of course, I am thinking this will make a fun incubator for henna patterns as well!

Be My ____ ?

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Yes, that lovely much stressed about day is fast approaching, Valentines Day.
I haven't typically been one to fuss over it much. There has always been too much expectation, even back as kids when the teachers would politely send home the class list to all the parents. We knew that everyone was supposed to receive valentines from everyone else in the class, so we could all feel that we were friends equally. And we all knew it wasn't so.
Years ago in university I remember one boyfriend grumbling about the day - and what was the point of having a day where he was "supposed to be romantic"? Every girl in the room shot back that if there wasn't this one day we would never see any romance at all. He wisely changed topic after that.
I suppose guys have reason to sweat, we have been raised on movies and stories of true love and romance all our lives which makes for fun fiction but does not seam to pan out as well in real life. They are faced with the looming shadow of "letting us down" while we dread the prospect of "being let down". I can almost hear the chorus in the background: but it's just one day - can we not have one day a year where we can revel in the beauty and the romance? Let's be honest here - romance takes work.
In my previous relationship, we tended to keep it simple. We gave each other valentine cards and had a nice dinner together. For the first while anyway. That faded off as he lost interest in putting in the effort and I lost interest in having my efforts go unappreciated. So even with a not so huge investment of effort, it can still seem like too much if you are just not in that space together.
This year, for the first time in a long while, I am single for Valentine's Day. Thankfully I am not one of those people who seems to view being single on this day as some sort of doom or failure. In fact I can honestly say that I tend to have the most fun on Valentine's Day when I am single. I've been out dancing with friends at free concerts. I've been traveling in exotic places. I have had wonderfully pleasant conversations with good friends over good food. I have enjoyed quiet evenings with a good book. So in light of this, what's not to love?

Really, Valentine's Day is like any other day. It is all what you make of it.


Nevermore

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Yes I was finally able to get out and take in a play last week - the fabulous Nevermore, by Catalyst Theater. Based on the life of Edgar Allen Poe, the show weaves in imagery and verses from across Poe's poems and stories. It is a playful and macabre exploration of his life with speculation on where his inspirations came from. The stage design was simple and effective and it allowed the costumes and the acting to really stand out in all their glory. At times graceful and whimsical, at times frantic like a puppet desperate to cut the strings that bind, this version of Poe keeps coming back to the idea that we cannot deny what we really are.

There are thoughts, that will not part,
that will not leave us in peace,

And there are visions, dark and sinister
that never will cease,

A darkened tide of endless pride,
of mystery and a dream,

A dream so fraught, of wild thought,
the same somnambulant theme,

All that we see, all that we seem,
is but a dream within a dream.

And the dance begins again...

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The latest round of bellydance classes has begun! My last semester was not so great with several missed classes and being generally tired / overworked. The end result was that I was pretty clueless on the choreography at the time. I aim to do better this time. Although I suspect it's too late for that particular choreography, since I was not the only one with issues last term I suspect the instructor has decided to take a different approach this time around. I'm sure I'll have fun with it regardless!

Change

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Change can be a scary thing, be it large or small. In the case of some friends of mine, this change is going to be huge.
They own their own business; they have for many years but soon now they will be closing their doors. Between the economy, the aggressive competition and a big change in walk by traffic, they simply are not getting the sales required to stay in business. On top of that the landlord is insisting on a rent increase which certainly doesn't help.
My friend was in tears yesterday as she told me news. She asked if I thought this was a good decision and sadly I had to agree. I have worked with them on and off over the years and I know what the sales were like compared to over the past couple of years. There is only so long that one can hold on, waiting for things to get better. Eventually the choice to let go has to be made.
So once they close they are going to take a break for a bit while they sort out the next step. They may start again somewhere else, only time will tell. They may work for someone else for a while, who knows. And this may - in the long run, work out to be a great thing to happen to them.
I certainly wish them the best of luck.

New Year - New Projects

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Well here we are in 2011 and my list of things to do just seems to get longer. My various ideas for "winter projects" have been completely untouched so far this winter thanks to the piles of work and holiday related stuff. Now that the holiday stuff is out of the way it's time to dig in to my various projects. To help keep me on track I'm making a big list I stick on the wall so I can cross items off as I complete them.

One of the first projects on my list is my new dragon from Windstone - one of the paint your own types. A girlfriend and I opted to get these for each other for Christmas and hang out together painting them. There is a lot of fun detail on these and we are each going with different color schemes. I will attempt to post pictures as my dragon progresses.